HER RANTS


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

its nice to know that i have many friends who care abt me. but im fine, really. i wasnt upset with any particular person, just upset that whatever happened actually happened. maybe its the use of my language that made me sound super duper pissed off but i was just venting my anger. that doesnt mean i wasnt upset, just venting my anger. if u dont get what im saying then too bad.

anyway, i received a very encouraging msg from greg before he left for korea. like korea! im envious. yeah, as i was saying, they were things i just needed to hear at that time. he just has a way of putting my life back into place when something happens. thank you.

lastly, this has no relation to anything ive said above. thank you for that little surprise at work today, it made my day. well, its these little things that makes me happy.

so my basic theory test is in two days, ive studied shit. everytime i try to study ill be sleeping in a matter of minutes. help!

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

i decided to continue here. okay, the 14th marks 18 months of us being together. i specially took leave today to kinda like celebrate a little. so we did some tennis and tanning. okay, so that went well, in fact it was great. somehow the rest of the day was just a mess. he decided to go clubbing with his friends. ladies night, wow. without me, wow wow. actually i chose not to go along. didnt wanna lie to my mum. but point is he was prob happier that way.

i dont give a shit whos reading this or what who says abt this, but im depressed and ive had enough of pretending everything is fine and that its a oh-so-nice day. call me sensitive and paranoid but hello, you put a guy in a club like zouk with alcohol and lotsa hot ladies, whos gonna remb the girlfriend at home tossing and turning in bed. so you say i should have more faith. please, just go to hell.

i just wish greg would fly back now to talk to me, and tell me that everythings gonna be alright.

irritating hotmail and msn is not working, what perfect timing.

if you didnt already know what im like, do not mention this to me again, even if ure innocent. go ahead and call me unreasonable, i have too much to bottle up. so my rantings here are all i hafta say. there shall be no further discussion full stop

i would like to restate my stand though, sometimes i really hate you. i said sometimes

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i just realised that my last entry was like in november which means i havent blogged for like half a month. busy with work, its like that when ure in the retail line. you dont really have a life. yes but im not really complaining, got many debts to pay. oh well. i also realised that my blog looks super dull. no more pictures, no more colourful entries. plus i dont have a damned archive, so messy. so many things in my life needs changes and packing. i find it quite funny. i hate being messy but i hate packing too. okay, call me weird.

okay, my wardrobe is like bursting but its strange cos i wear the same few pieces of clothing. nvm, thats part of being a female. as i was saying, im even borrowing half of my sisters wardrobe. so my mum decided to swap mine with my brothers cos theirs is much bigger. but you see, i hate packing so i havent really gotten down to packing. anyway, while i was at work, they revamped my whole room. ill add the picts when im not feeling lazy.

so there was prom and the post party at indochine. forgetful pam forgot her camera so she had to borrow jia's extra camera so no pictures for now. not that i took many anyway. how stupid of me. taking pictures is like a big part of prom. well, too busy with the party. this is gonna be damn wordy. screw the rest of the details, ill go straight to the point. im depressed.

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

i finally got a top for prom, so theres just left the skirt to look for. sigh sigh, prom is nearing, havent got much time left.

anyway, we ate and fish and co today to celebrate dania's and phoebe's birthday before going jurong to ice skate. this being my first time, naturally i was doing it in a very unglam manner. and those super pro ice skaters had to glide and weave in and out of the pockets of crowd, what show-offs they were. but i had to admit, they were really good and damn fast. so there i was, taking tiny steps till it was so tiring. i guess it was cause i really didnt wanna fall down. lucky greg was also there to prevent me from falling. okay, but i still fell once, and i had so much difficulty getting up even with his help. i fell a second time, on my bum, in the process. providing entertainment for everyone as usual.

haha well, i had fun.

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