hellooo.... its been so long since i last submitted anything. there are so many pictures in my folder just waiting to be posted. i doubt ill have time to use the comp anymore. even this little time now is stolen time from the studying schedule that im so far behind. i cant emphasize how much more this sucks. its the final lap though. how i spend these remaining weeks is gonna determine alot. and its just so freaky because i definitely can afford to do badly. there isnt even room for discussion to jsut achieve average grades. adding to my load of stress is my retainee status. its amazing how im still alive.

on the contrary, im thankful for many other things that makes this journey less painful. malvin's gonna have this 5 day deepavali and hari raya break. woohoo 5 days! very rare.. very rare.. then theres the losers who are also in the midst of exams.. well somewhat.. happy 19th to krystle tan khee mui, in advance. the ventures have stopped their behind-pam's-back-for-her-own-good sunday outings. haha. well thats cause besides the upcoming exams, everybody else is busy wearing the green uniform and greg is in taiwan for army matters too.

talking abt friends who are overseas, theres also jialing and christian who called me all the way from uk and america respectively just to say happy birthday. reading jia's blog is very stress relieving, knowing all abt uk and what shes been up to. i so so wanna study overseas too!

anyway, im really comtemplating switching over to livejournal. though the general layout is pretty much the same for every lj, they have so many other features that blogger doesnt provide. the lj-cut for one is so useful. and it'll also be more convenient since i already relocated the beaded affair there. speaking of which, that website is so not ready cause my pictures are so lousy. hello hello, i need a new camera.

well well anyway, we'll see how after A's. just dont be surprised to be greeted by a lj website instead.

how how how.. so many things to do, so little time left, so stressful, so hazy, so warm.

the air con in my room is spoilt. it says 18 degrees but it feels more like 180 degrees!!

okay... count your blessings pam.. count your blessings.