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Tuesday, February 28, 2006


to the defender of the queen of england



And all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
would like to say to you
But I don't know how..

Because maybe
you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
you're my wonderwall.

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Monday, February 27, 2006


"someone who rather sit at home stare at the wall, then go for a nice desert downstairs"


LIONEL TOCK!!

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Sunday, February 26, 2006


ive been facing troubles in so many areas of my life. and it has left me very lost and hopeless. my heart has never been more fragile before. the only positive thing i can draw out of all these is that it has brought me closer to God. i really look forward to every chance to draw strength from Him and to seek Him for answers and directions.


You are the peace that guards my heart
My help in times of need
You are the hope that leads me on
And bring me to my knees

For there I find You waiting
And there I find release
So with all my heart I'll worship
And unto You I'll sing

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day

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Friday, February 24, 2006


okay, im satisfied now. the whole page is neater and the entries are easier to read. ohh and i finally took away the song. ha. neither fancy nor complicating, just plain and simple, the way i like it

sch today was mostly just estee and i cos pong had some investiture to attend while hafi dear wasnt feeling well. and tmr, im gonna skip sch to go send christian off. yes, im losing another friend. so anyway, from the airport tmr, its back to potong pasir for tuition in the afternoon. to think i even entertained thought of hanging out with the vs for the rest of tmr. malvin will just kill me if he finds out i havent been studying.

hmm, im feeling really nervous for all the j3s cos results are gonna be out on 1st march. scary. but im also looking forward to meeting everyone again. really miss seeing all the familiar faces around in sch.

okay, all the best.

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006


i think my mood fluctuates like a roller coaster. i can be sky high happy one moment and super depressed at another. and now, im terribly upset. janice went back to australia and i didnt even know or realise till i read debs blog. my heart just sank upon the realisation that she had already left. not even a phone call or msg from me to her. throughout her 2 months visit here, which is really rare, i only had time to meet up with her like twice. somehow the situation wasnt really to my advantage. if it wasnt work, it was sch or tuition. restrictions from my parents and the nearing of block test didnt help at all.

it hurts me even more to think that she must have left thinking i didnt care. i wasnt even at the airport to send her off. and looking back now, even if it meant going to sch from the airport, i think i would still have gone. what is one day of sch compared to our friendship. i dont know how long i will have to wait before i can see her again.

i still hate the fact that i retained and loathe even more how it has got into the way of so many things and pulled me apart from friends. i really do. but i guess i only have myself to blame.

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Monday, February 20, 2006


Dr.Tock says:
omg, i just realised who u smile like
Dr.Tock says:
PARIS HILTON...
pammy_wammy almost beautiful says:
AHAHAH
pammy_wammy almost beautiful says:
omg

pammy_wammy almost beautiful says:
u gotta be kidding
Dr.Tock says:
dun believe u go see all the magazines
Dr.Tock says:
it's exactly the same

Lionel is going mad. Paris Hilton, haha, how i wish. ive always had a problem with smiling. just cant do it showing my teeth. either ways i look constipated most of the time.

oh well, but julius beats me hands down when it comes to looking constipated. haha

i think im always courting my own death. ha.


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Sunday, February 19, 2006


so i spent most of yesterday at funorama with clemens malvin and dania. had like so many sets of tickets that we were trying so hard to spend. so in the end it was just dania and i eating and eating non stop although we werent hungry. and then we spent like 20 bucks on henna. hmmm.. after that, both of us took a cab down to trinity to attend jon's baptism. and our day ended with supper at mad jack.


later that night, some unpleasant incidents took place at home. it left me ovewhelmed with anger, bitterness and brokeness inside. i was just so tired and worn out. kept praying to God asking him to take my life away but i woke up the next morning to find myself still alive. tragic.


okay, sounds silly, but it was really how i was feeling at that moment. anyway im in a really good mood today. went to church and poured my heart out, cried alot and felt very much better. its just this really peaceful feeling within. yes, so after service i went straight down to orchard to meet up with juli sean regina jon greg justin zech deb dania phoebe christian and charles for lunch and a movie. pink panther was absolutely hilarious and watching it with such a big group was twice the fun. but after that the guys had to book in and i had tuition. what a spoiler to such a great day.

okay, i found this on my phone. he looks super cute right, haha.


funorama with dania

taken at trinity


look what greg got me. haha, sinful indulgence. so as part of our exchange, i gave him an ipod accessory and a photo frame that was handmade, by me of cos. it was really sweet of him cos he brought it to camp. haha yay, at least someone appreciates my art and craft skills.

another belated valentines gift- from juli and deb. they baked me a cookie! i bought some candles and coasters from ikea and hand made yet another gift for them. ha

happy belated valentine's day friends!


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Friday, February 17, 2006


i finally decided to do some updating. so yes, this is gonna be image heavy.

the first day of cny- jessica and i after church service


we decided that it was a good day to finally take a cell picture. but samuel was no where to be found. in clockwise direction - ben, gabriel, pam, jessica, tock and zek


on the way to my grandmas place




this lovely garden belongs to a relative we visited. pardon my posture. its evidence of my extreme laziness. i even have to rest my hips to one side.


my mother dear. she looks so stoned. haha, like mother like daughter.


this was taken on the 3rd day of cny after a stayover at gregs place. he brought us to changi village for breakfast and then to the top of a hotel where this breath-taking view was captured. anyway, that was the first time we saw him since he got enlisted. well, the hair wasnt all that bad. haha. anyway, we were suppose to have our movie marathon but... yes i was the first to fall asleep after just one movie. to think i actually made a bet with greg that deb would fall asleep first. ha

in the train to town after the stayover. notice the difference in the quality of this picture? yes, thats cos its not from my pathetically lousy camera.


after many attempts, we finally managed to successfully capture all 4 of us together. deb certainly has long arms.


this is the best one so far greg, though my face seems rather constipated looking, as usual. ha.

so juli finally came back from indo and we went to the airport to fetch her. she wasnt expecting us so it was a pleasant surprise. oh, how we missed her.

we go wayyy back, since primary 6. its leeleechen.blogspot.com. haha, love u deb.


the plaza sing. toilet has to be the best


greg, phoebe and pam at the istana park.


on the way to my aunts house for some cny gathering


my pretty pretty cousin, whos of mixed parentage


so valentine's day was spent in town. had dessert at a thai restaurant before proceeding to the coffee club at paragon cos it was the only one without a ridiculously long queue. coincidentally, stefanie sun was also there, seated at the table just next to mine. haha, anyway, this blurred image was captured at topshop where i forced malvin to pose in front of the mirror with me. hes amazed by how we girls can take pictures everywhere and anywhere without feeling embarrassed. honestly, i dont think we really care whos looking.



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Friday, February 03, 2006


affairs of the heart.. its taking a toll on my mental state of well-being. they cant seem to agree with one another. im troubled, confused and dont know what to do. i dislike having choices, i dislike making decisions.

i been wanting to upload my pictures and do some updating, but right now ive got an econs test to study for. just kill me, like now.

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