i have a whole stash of pictures waiting to be uploaded. all the way from before prom to alices farewell to malvins comm parade. but i have no time and no patience, its really a HUGE lot of them. work is zapping up my energy time and strength. it feels like my break is turning into a meaningless one. so much for all the plans i had.

okay, i realised the above sounds equally boring and sleepy. and i just had this random reminder about pple commenting to me that they feel sleepy talking to me. funny, i never had this problem when i was younger. haha i can imagine it must be quite a challenge talking to me.

anyway, the only thing to look forward to this week would be malvins comms ball. he kept insisting on buying a dress for the event but i kept refusing. yes yes i know, how strange. i can almost hear all the "pam would never do that" alr. haha. im borrowing karens prom dress instead. the initial plan was to sew my own dress. i even bought the cloth. but if you dont already know, i am the queen of procrastination. okay so laugh at me all you want.

and so, this time im really excited not just because its one of those i-get-to-dress-up events. rather, this excitement stems from genuinely being happy for him that he has finally commissioned. after all the trainings and that whole chicken-pox case. it also means a great deal to us cause it kinda marks the end of a difficult period in our relationship with him not being there most of the time. finally..