i had a thousand things to say but some ass just took all that energy and mood away.

been so busy that its really ridiculous. this is my holidays, its THE holidays.
probably the longest one ill ever have but yet i feel like im wasting it away. its ironic how
im so busy but yet cant help feeling this way. being busy supposedly indicates that im
leading some sort of fulfilling life but yet i find most of it taken up but work
work and more meaningless work.

i dont need all that money but yet i cant do without it.

so in a week, i work, go for cell, prayer meeting, youth service, sunday service and help tuition this little girl from church.. twice a week. then theres also trying to squeeze in driving with whatever time i have left. to think im planning to attend some more lessons for other skills
i plan to pick up. its no wonder why i feel like i havent seen any friend for a dozen years.

sigh, i need to learn how to draw strength from God. i cant go on like this for long.
anyw, ive decided to quit just before church camp, which will last for abt
a week, including a mini family trip to KL and JB. it'll be driving for the rest of june.

AND THEN, when july comes, ill be in bangkok with the losers! hopefully..

ohh man.

JUNE AND JULY, I DEMAND YOU TO COME NOW!!

like sam says, its just disgusting that our holidays are ending.
i gave up saying that time flies, it definitely goes faster than just flying.
im pretty sure of that.