sometimes i wish gp was a proper A level subject.

malvin can only book out late saturday evening, which means sat is totally gone, its just the sunday left. its barely even a full day together cause ive got church and then he has to book in early evening. my, be it just to talk, we hardly have any time together

last weekend wasnt any better. he finally got to book out after his 3 weeks of confinement. the plan told to me, was to go to deb's church sat evening and skip church the next day to go for juli's party. imagine if i did that.. i wouldnt be able to meet him for 1 whole month.

so on saturday, saturation for youth rally was in town and since malvin had to buy his white shirt to book in, we met there.. for barely a few hours. althought greg and phoebe eventually skipped church on sunday, i was determined not to give in. God comes first and besides its so important for anyone to keep sunday mornings to go to church. that, im sure juli understands. so i left church earlier instead, and to rush all the way to woodlands for juli's party, i was in such a bad mood throughout service and the rest of the day just thinking abt the arrangements.

tuition was at 5.30pm but i left earlier at 2.30pm to meet malvin. thankfully he stays nearby, if not i wouldnt have forgiven myself for not speaking up abt the party arrangements. its not like he could have his parents fetch him to book in and many nights out in between to meet me.

so anyw, i vented all my anger on malvin and even he had trouble calming me down. eventually, knowing how retail therapy works wonders for me, he resorted to buying me my matching bag and heels. haha, good attempt but i just couldnt get over everything. yes, call me petty. but i think i had every right to be so.

oh well.. on a lighter note, the only happy moments were watching juli walk ard in her 'dress' and her silly expressions when she was playing that guessing game. it was even funnier when she and greg had to do their forfeit. well, happy 19th juli. i hope u had fun at your party and that make over at stila..