really, i shouldnt be online.

i have absolutely no self-discipline at all. not even a hint of it.

im on the verge of giving up.

im hate a certain letter of the alphabet. that capital A.

sometimes when i cross the road, i silently wish a car would knock me down. the instant death kind pls.

im capable of snoozing my alarm clock until 2 hrs later. that explains why im so desperate to stay awake to study that i actually contemplated popping a few clarinase pills. they say it keeps u from sleeping.

haha, my thoughts are so random, with some kinda internal derangement. its like mudflow.. unconsolidated mass movement.

hello, wheres my superman?

if someone were to grant me a wish.. id want to wake up tmr morning and realise that its december alr.

yes thats what the capital A is turning me into. maybe im just plain dumb. but i refuse to conform to that thought. right, im just lazy.

on a brighter note, HAPPY 19TH CHEW JIALING. what would we do with u so far away in uk. but well, i had lotsa fun celebrating with the losers at macs today. yes we celebrated at macs, those parties they usually organise for little kids.

we sat on tiny chairs, wore colourful party hats and had nursery songs as our background music.

i would like to remain in those yesteryears when we were the epitome of innocence.

ohh, someone found his/her way to this blog by searching blogs+sajc+losers. interesting huh.

right, ive got 6 hrs of tuition tmr. just kill me now.