i dont know whats wrong with my eye, its all puffed up and the itch is killing me.

anyw some time ago, i saw this polka dotted tube dress at far east. it came with a simple sash to tie across the waist. its off white with either red or black dots. they werent exactly solid dots, more like hollow dots. like fat rings. get it? okay doesnt matter. so, when i finally decided to get the red one, it was sold out. i hate it when such unfortunate incidents happen to me. ill start throwing tantrums like a 3 yr old, whose mom refused to buy her barbie dolls.

so can u imagine how delighted i was to see it at thomson plaza last saturday. armed with cash and all, i went back this morning only to be told that it was SOLD OUT, AGAIN! apparently, some woman liked it so much she bought the last 2 pieces of each colour on satuday evening. arghh! what kind moron is that! i would be satisfied even if there was only the black one left. but no, she just had to get both!

okay, its not really her fault actually. this is what happens when pam doesnt save and only knows how to spend her money on food and shoes. i end up not having spare cash to be able to buy other things there and then. what makes this more bitter is that i was suppose to ask my mom for allowance on saturday morning, but nooo, smart ass me decided to wait for sunday.

i just dont seem to have any fate with that dress. and when i cant get something, ill want it even more, doesnt matter if its just something simple.

so after narrowly missing it twice, im now desperate for it!

i just refuse to believe that i cant get it. im gonna hunt it down somehow... hahaa

like how i eventually found my white and gold nike bag. it didnt matter that whole world already had it.

retail therapy has become more like an obsession. its an addiction.